Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Baby Austin!!!

I know its been a long time but I've been busy! My oldest daughter had a baby but he was nine weeks early. That was scary enough. And not to mention the fact that it was very hard to go back and fourth to the hospital plus babysitting her 10 month old at night so her and her husband could go back to the hospital but as I was complaining about all this ,things changed , the baby got whats called NEC disease which is basically ulsers in the intestines. Long story short I wish I could go back to those times when I was going back and forth to the hospital because now he's in critical condition and not to mention the fact that he had his whole large intestine and 1/3 of his small intestine taking out. What lies ahead for this little Angel? Only God knows. We keep praying for a miracle and I know God can do miracles! My daughter has been amazing through all this. I actually admire her, she's so strong in her faith in God and she always says "God has his reasons" no matter what happens mom" I can't even imagine what she is going through even though I'm here as she is going through it. As a mom you always want to make the pain go away and I know that as I watch her heart breaking theres nothing that I can do to fix it,no words,no hugs,Nothing and that breaks my heart!!!